The light of all eternity shines with me now /
My feelings light up my life /
How I find my way is determined by them /
They illumine my path and show me who I am
When I was young, I felt so many things /
Then came the day when I could not stand the pain /
My world was chaos then, filled with sorrow and grief /
So I closed up to protect that fragile Self within
Years would go by before I could open again /
I was forced to by circumstances beyond my control /
Life dealt me blows which I later recognized as my own /
To awaken me to that sorrow deep within my Soul
I worked hard to find my way back to the Light /
To that place within where I could feel once again /
There my Heart shone forth with a brave face /
And shed light on all that I had concealed
Now I see how I closed that tender-hearted Self /
How I froze in the face of my destiny /
Troubles swirled around as a constant source of grief /
And I fell to sleep out of fear
I am awakening now to the deep void within /
Where I've stored all those troubles and pain /
I fight my way back to that center once again /
So I can come forth completely and be true
My life moves forward as of this day /
When I committed to finding my true Self /
I've engaged all manner of demons on this journey /
To return to that Source deep inside
I wish for life to fill me now and bring all it can /
I am thirsty for experience and for growth /
I want lavish riches from my Soul to fill me /
So that I can truly enjoy all that I behold
This work is sometimes difficult as I have learned /
But no more than any task requiring Love /
This journey enriches me with its purpose /
And fills me with Life and Soul
This is my gift to myself, my own holy Soul /
To have, to hold and to behold /
This Heart that bled is now healing its wounds /
And can prosper again from what Life brings
Let there never be a return to where hurts cramp me up /
And fill me with bitterness and pain /
I am awake now, yes, and can move ahead /
To appreciate all that Life has assigned
Oh glory to you, my Sweet Soul, for coming this day /
I thank you from the bottom of my Heart /
We two can sing together the praises of Love /
That take us forward on this journey through time
Never let it be said that one so deserving /
Could not find his or her way Home /
All whom will follow shall see this Light in turn /
And know that their journey can be won
I take you with me now, my Sweet Soul /
For you are here in my hands /
Where I can behold you /
And together, we can be so bold
"Move on," you say to me. "Move on, my love /
The Light wishes for us to do so" /
And my Heart sings with the possibilities /
So that "Yes" is the answer I can render with ease
My Heart is filled with Love and joy in this moment /
Knowing that I am with you, my Soul /
My feelings tell me you are there and always were /
Till that sleep came over me earlier on
By awakening to your touch do I know You /
And find my own truth there in your eyes /
You show me through Love what my purpose can be /
I am inspired by this attentive design
I am pleased we are here together, in this life /
I am pleased that our love is so strong /
For now I can reach you, my Sweet Soul Sublime /
When you call to me from deep within my Heart
I have your answer Dear, and know this to be true /
That you and I are forever to be born /
In this life or another, we join with each other /
And We Soar . . . And We Soar . . . And We Soar . . .
Maurice Turmel has a PHD in Counseling Psychology and was a practicing therapist for nearly 25 years. Spiritual and Personal Growth issues are dealt with regularly in his monthly Ezine "The Hungry Times Journal." The above piece was excerpted from his Personal Growth book "Parables for a Modern Age." He has authored 3 such books and is also a performing songwriter. He can be reached through his Website at: http://www.mauriceturmel.com